Posted: Thu May 26, 2005 8:42 am-
As much as I am proud to be Canadian, I am quickly losing faith in our country. My paradigms are being shaken as i type this. I am sick of being forced to choose the lesser of evils. Why can't we have an authentic option?
I would like our government to realize that, although we have a great reputation internationally, and can use our cliche to our advantage while outside of our borders, we are NOT the perfect sanctuary that much of the world sees us as. We cannot keep hiding behind that detached generalization and think that everything will always turn out OK. Don't get me wrong - of course there are many places in which the quality of living is worse than here - but if we are so proud of our reputation, why are we not trying to maintain that??
Canada has so much potential, and yet instead of striving to make the best of that, our politicians would rather point fingers, make excuses, and cry about everything. Divide and conquer, within ourselves. It seems as if our politicians' long-term goal, for us Canadians, is to extinguish each other. Why does this ridiculous situation even exist? After living in 4 provinces over the last year, I have realized that this mentality not only separates the parties from each other, but the population amongst provinces as well.
In the current mindset of the majority of our population, I am saddened, disgusted, and anxious about how our future looks currently. It would be hypocritical for most of our politicians to ever criticize Bush's moral of 'If you are not with us, you are against us.'
I don't believe I'd be alone if I said I am waiting for Canada to earn my trust.
It hurts to write this. But I can't lie to myself; this is reality to me right now.
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"And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you." -nietzsche